So... what's your STATUS?
An enigma in its own right, but not nearly a significant enough matter to focus your energy on. Your judgments and criticisms should be directed towards the Palestinian rift and maybe there you may find symbolic representation of this situation. Yes, this response is a typical ploy to dodge obvious confrontation, but as trivial/monumental this simple topic has become, it doesn't compare to the devastation you should explore in today's revolving world. Your inquiries should become self-reflective rather than projected onto a reality other than your own. If guidance is what you seek, then manipulate the context of this discussion and seek truth not digression.
F.A.Q.s
Q: Do you love her?
A: Of course I love her. She is one of my best friends; my confidant and brightest/loudest cheerleader. She motivates me. She encourages perplexity and entropy. She makes the uncomfortable undeniable.
Q: Well, are you in love with her?
A: I'm not the kind to be in love with the idea of being in love. I don't embrace loneliness with company and don't thwart the idea of death with life. I live because I love, and I love because it's my decision to love. As complex as love is and as deep as my mind flows, to simplify what I am "in" isn't deserving. I'm just... "in it."
Q: Why don't you just be with her?
A: Because I don't do things to make other people feel more secure about their own lives. Because unlike most individuals, I let life's undisposed circumstances factor into my overly sensitive perceptions. Because it isn't in my nature to hinder, obstruct, or stifle the power of the individual. I believe two souls need to unselfishly progress. And we are a work in progress...
Q: I don't get it???
A: You wouldn't.
the label... TBD.