Balance Beam

I'm 25 years old and suffering from the loss of my first real love (of my life.)  And as strange as it sounds, I feel a dichotomous sense of relief to accommodate the piercing ache at the pit of my stomach.  Funny how this feeling could be affixed as heartache when it appeals to indigestion more so.  Besides the point...

My life has begun, where my life was ended.  

Song title therapy:

Elliot Smith - A Fond Farewell

Boyz II Men - Water Runs Dry

Jeff Buckley - Last goodbye

Peter Bjorn & John - Up Against the Wall